Awaited

When your imagination is so true 
I want to write for you.
In the way every writer writes for a person.
But you are not just a person for me.
You are my crime partner in every role.
And my role partner when I misses my mother a little more.

You are always perfect in a brothers role.
And I miss our fights a little more.
I feel so lucky 
When I was sad you gave me faith and hope.

I want to express you in some lines,
That our sharing of fights,
All the moments so light,
I just want to say you are very special to me.

When you are around there is so much of thrill.

The blowing candle

Does this blowing light of candles re-unites you again?
Does these crazy days and the forlorn nights makes you the whole?
Does everything in your life is really alright?

I am not your bestfriend to complete you.
But I am a ray of light to enlighten your life.
I am not your partner to heal you.
But believe me like a brave lord.

You never believe that life is beautiful and bright.
Everything I want, I cannot write.
The world is full of demons.
You see everything grey and light.

Whichever the way you cross, you find me at your soul’s sight.

I want to be the smoothness between your frightened heart and your complicated mind.
I want to be the story of happiness and the fights of forlorn nights.
I want to gift you the life you are searching for.
I want to be the candle which you are blowing this night.

You know I remember you

_20180525_004454Can I….

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

I promise you to sprinkle the happiness as every fresh drop of Florida breezer.

I promise you to enlighten your life as a hottest street light.

 

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

I promise you to keep your deepest secret, nobody knows.

I promise you to protect you behind your every lie.

 

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

From your intense fear to your heartfelt tear. Can I have them?

From your darkest days to the forlorn nights. Can I have them?

 

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

From your shaded dreams to the autumn wind,

From your lifetime achievement to the nonsense detachment,

I will be there.

I want to set you free as a vivacious bird and live a life with tireless efforts.

 

What if ever the shades of this rainbow faint?

What if I will not be there as your last chance or last hope,

What if you are in a trouble and I’m taking my last breath,

 

I want you to get lifetime happiness,

I want you to get free from demons,

I want to be your strength in your weakest times,

I want to be your best friend for the lifetime,

 

Can I use the colors of rainbow, my best friend?

You Know, I remember you

A Letter For My Someone Special

As I’m writing this letter today, I have a million thoughts running through my mind. This letter is meant to be a testament to the love I feel for you -a love that is honestly hard to put into words because it is a love that can only be felt. Do you know how much you mean to me? You are the reason I wake up in the morning -you are the one person that can put a smile on my face. You are the reason I am able to lay in bed and fall asleep peacefully. Looking at it, I realize your love has done so much for me in my life- you have offered me new opportunities that no other person would be able to offer me. I love you so much -more that words will ever be able to express.

When I first saw you, you was sitting in the middle of some people, laughing. There was just something about you that I couldn’t quite place my finger on. Maybe it was the way you laughed or that sparkle in your eyes. I don’t know, but what I do know is that I was attracted to you and have never been attracted to another man in this way. When I started to talk up to you, I hesitated a bit, because I thought I may be out of your league -here I was a broken girl and there you were, a boy full of life. Do you get what I’m saying? I swear though, when I first talked to you, my heart skipped a beat. Now that we are together, I see that you and I truly were mean to be.

When you walked into my life, the sunshine walked in with you. I cannot thank you enough for doing everything you have done for you. I can repay you by offering my love unconditionally and whole heartedly. You are my dream come true -you are the love of my life.

As you lay next to me in bed sleeping, I lay there and wonder what I did to get so lucky in my life. You are the one that has reached out and showed me the true meaning of what it feels like to be in peace. There is no other person in this world that could have done that for me now. Now that I know you are the one, I want to offer you all of the happiness the world could possibly give.

Contented

I know, I’m a lot aggressive,

I know, I’m not that much smart like you,

I know, I give up to the things very easily,

I know, I’ll get angry on such a small thing,

I know, I’ll be so protective about you,

I know, I’ll never love you in comparison to your love for me,

I know, sometime I’m so mad that you’re not able to handle me,

But the thing I know about me or our love is that, that my love for you is endless. Not a single one in my life whom I ever love more than you. I never say you, I never express it, I never told to anyone about my love for you but I truly tell you with all of my heart that I’m alive to feel our love.

I know, I doubt you a lot,

I know, I fight you every time,

I know, I’m not able to share you with anyone,

I know, I am not able to see any girl close to you,

But I swear Today I’m nothing without you. Even I don’t have so much words to tell you about our love. You are my soul. When you are close to me, you gives me the strength to fight this world for you and our love. I never tell you that I will die for you but I’ll do all possible things to be with you.

You are my favorite reason to live.