Tohfa-e-zindagi

ज़िन्दगी मैंने तेरा इक सौदा किया है
मोहब्बत को इश्क कह कर
जिस्मो को एक किया है
उसने मुझसे पूछा
रिश्ते में क्या चाहिए
मैंने मोहब्बत में एक ज़िन्दगी
और तोहफ़े मे थोड़ा सुकून कहा है

ऐ ज़िन्दगी वो ना कभी तेरा था
ना आज मेरा हुआ है
खुदा की बंदगी कर भी
वो तुझसे कुछ यूंही खफा हुआ है
हर खूबसूरत चेहरे से तेरी तौहीन कर
एक नया फसाना कहा है
इतनी रंजिशें कर
हर नूर को उसने अपना कहा है

ऐ ज़िन्दगी तुझमे ही लगता स्वर्ग और नरक बसा है
पिता ने जन्नत का फूल और
पति ने पैरो की धूल कहा है
बेटे की चाहत गर इसने
मैंने जब एक बेटी को जन्म दिया है
इसने उसे जला कर
मुझे मेरी ही कब्र का ला फूल दिया है

ऐ ज़िंदगी तेरा न मुझसे अब कोई नाता रहा है
आज कब्र के नमक से मिट्टी तक ही मेरा ईमान बसा है
कब्रिस्तान में ही हमने एक व्यूह रचा है
शहर मे आज आत्माओं का एक मौहल्ला बना है
मर्दानगी से इंसानियत पे तू यू आ गिरा है
हर रात उस एक हत्या का जब माहौल बना है
हर एक दीवार पे जब तुझे तेरी बेटी का
खून से बना चेहरा दिखा है
33 करोड़ देवी देवताओं को तूने एक करा है

आज तेरा ज़मीर भी गिड़गिड़ायेगा
फिर भी तू न बक्शा जायेगा
अब यह मौत का मंज़र तुझे हर रात नज़र आएगा
रहबर समझ तू मुझे
या तेरी मौत का पैगाम
यह राक्षस से बदले इंसान को
मुक्ति खुदा ही दिलाएगा

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तेरा zikar

imagesजिक्र कैसे करूं मैं तेरा
वो किस्सा ही था ऐसा जो रह गया अधूरा

यु तो लोग आकर चले जाया करते हैं
अपने लफ़्ज़ों मे प्यार को मुकमल कर कर

आज न तेरी ज़रुरत है
न परवाह
फिर भी उन लम्हों में जिए जा रहे हैं बेगैरत हो कर

न बनना चाहता हूं इश्क की कोई मिसाल
बस जीना चाहता हूं परिंदे की तरह बेमिसाल

क्या खूब कहा था तुमने कि हम गलत हैं लेकिन तुम सही थे बस हम थोड़े अलग हैं

अब ना रहना चाहते हैं तुम्हारे ख्वाबों की इस दुनिया में

तुम भी चले जाओ
हम चले जाएंगे इस दुनिया को बेवफा कह कर और वक़्त को बेवक्त कहकर

FRIENDS FOREVER

You are the reason behind this smile.
You are the reason of my blushing eyes.
You are the hope of my dreamy world.
You are the word which I learnt first time.
You are love,
The love and sweetness, I admire every time.
You are the hope,
The hope of happiness in everyone’s life.
You are the award.
The award which I received in the middle of life.
You are the mistake.
The mistake which fills excitement in my dull life.
You are the secret,
The secret which I kept in my heart for whole life.
You are the tears,
The tears of my laughing eyes.
You are the best friend.
The best friend for the life time.

Winds of Solitude

His ears and the telephone rings,
No street lights and the monsoon winds,
In vain are his efforts for a candle this night,
Fallen are the trees on the doors,
The darkness in the house amidst thunder roars.
When the fate desires to change tonight,
And wants to usher the blues of his life,
But fails,
And the darkness spread,
Tears rolled down,
When he coveted someone to take his solitude out.
He was broken, scared
And he was alone,
When people walk away by his doors,
All he desired was a friend,
Did he ask for too much?
His hope and the opened doors,
No one came but wind,
The tears in his eyes and a lump in his throat,
How he can calm his heart no one knows.
He sings, he cries
Tears roll down
And he resolved to savor this melancholic life,
And the monsoon winds accompanied this night.

Awaited

When your imagination is so true 
I want to write for you.
In the way every writer writes for a person.
But you are not just a person for me.
You are my crime partner in every role.
And my role partner when I misses my mother a little more.

You are always perfect in a brothers role.
And I miss our fights a little more.
I feel so lucky 
When I was sad you gave me faith and hope.

I want to express you in some lines,
That our sharing of fights,
All the moments so light,
I just want to say you are very special to me.

When you are around there is so much of thrill.

Miss You

You enlighten this soul.
And this time,
I miss you with my whole heart and soul.
I don’t want to change you the whole.
I just want to dip in your hearts little hole.

I miss the evenings I spent with you.
I want the life you are searching more.
And completes you to the whole.

I miss the night walk of 1 and half hour.
I miss you from red to blue strips role.
I promise you to enlighten your life with my poems little more.

You are most welcome in a writers life.
  It is filled with little pain and zuzu’s more.

Today I miss you a little more.
And don’t want to wait to see you anymore.

The blowing candle

Does this blowing light of candles re-unites you again?
Does these crazy days and the forlorn nights makes you the whole?
Does everything in your life is really alright?

I am not your bestfriend to complete you.
But I am a ray of light to enlighten your life.
I am not your partner to heal you.
But believe me like a brave lord.

You never believe that life is beautiful and bright.
Everything I want, I cannot write.
The world is full of demons.
You see everything grey and light.

Whichever the way you cross, you find me at your soul’s sight.

I want to be the smoothness between your frightened heart and your complicated mind.
I want to be the story of happiness and the fights of forlorn nights.
I want to gift you the life you are searching for.
I want to be the candle which you are blowing this night.

You know I remember you

_20180525_004454Can I….

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

I promise you to sprinkle the happiness as every fresh drop of Florida breezer.

I promise you to enlighten your life as a hottest street light.

 

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

I promise you to keep your deepest secret, nobody knows.

I promise you to protect you behind your every lie.

 

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

From your intense fear to your heartfelt tear. Can I have them?

From your darkest days to the forlorn nights. Can I have them?

 

Can I use colors of rainbow for you, my best friend?

From your shaded dreams to the autumn wind,

From your lifetime achievement to the nonsense detachment,

I will be there.

I want to set you free as a vivacious bird and live a life with tireless efforts.

 

What if ever the shades of this rainbow faint?

What if I will not be there as your last chance or last hope,

What if you are in a trouble and I’m taking my last breath,

 

I want you to get lifetime happiness,

I want you to get free from demons,

I want to be your strength in your weakest times,

I want to be your best friend for the lifetime,

 

Can I use the colors of rainbow, my best friend?

You Know, I remember you

A Letter For My Someone Special

As I’m writing this letter today, I have a million thoughts running through my mind. This letter is meant to be a testament to the love I feel for you -a love that is honestly hard to put into words because it is a love that can only be felt. Do you know how much you mean to me? You are the reason I wake up in the morning -you are the one person that can put a smile on my face. You are the reason I am able to lay in bed and fall asleep peacefully. Looking at it, I realize your love has done so much for me in my life- you have offered me new opportunities that no other person would be able to offer me. I love you so much -more that words will ever be able to express.

When I first saw you, you was sitting in the middle of some people, laughing. There was just something about you that I couldn’t quite place my finger on. Maybe it was the way you laughed or that sparkle in your eyes. I don’t know, but what I do know is that I was attracted to you and have never been attracted to another man in this way. When I started to talk up to you, I hesitated a bit, because I thought I may be out of your league -here I was a broken girl and there you were, a boy full of life. Do you get what I’m saying? I swear though, when I first talked to you, my heart skipped a beat. Now that we are together, I see that you and I truly were mean to be.

When you walked into my life, the sunshine walked in with you. I cannot thank you enough for doing everything you have done for you. I can repay you by offering my love unconditionally and whole heartedly. You are my dream come true -you are the love of my life.

As you lay next to me in bed sleeping, I lay there and wonder what I did to get so lucky in my life. You are the one that has reached out and showed me the true meaning of what it feels like to be in peace. There is no other person in this world that could have done that for me now. Now that I know you are the one, I want to offer you all of the happiness the world could possibly give.

birthday

Happy Birthday

The Birthday Wish

Hey,

It’s my best friend’s birthday.

I searched many gifts online and got hopeless, then I decided to do something beautiful for you as beautiful as your soul.

I used to  remember the day when I met you first. The person who matches my  craziness , who is fond of idiotic things.

I used to remember how I judged you in my mind and talked with you the days and nights.

I used to remember the days when our crushes changed within a minute or a sec. and made jokes on them.

I used to remember the days when our sweet relationships teased us like a wagon of pain.

I used to remember the exam days when we discussed the silliest things and wake up nights to complete the course.

I used to remember our travel memes.

I used to  remember our idiotic plans to superb ideas.

I used to remember when I told you my problems and you understand all of them in a minute.

I know , I’m hard to handle. But you are doing this so well, I have no words to express my feelings.

I used to remember when I got weak emotionally and you managed me so nicely.

So blessed to have a best friend like you.

Wish you have enough.